lie

just the facts, okay? I do not want to be lied to.
and if I say I do not want to be lied to
then I suppose that means I cannot lie to you.
it's not like I want to
but I can't show you all my cards, can I? what if I did? what if I told you my inner most thoughts.. without holding back.
could you handle that?

can you walk into my deep, dark places
where I don't recognize faces?
that place I can't avoid
when I'm paranoid
where I self destruct
and my cover-ups self-corrupt?

I need to tell you the truth, I do.
because I do not want to be lied to
and I suppose that means I cannot lie to you.

so I won't.